mulletlibido

Freaked the fuck out

Wed, 14 Sep 2005 18:10:40 GMT

Well. I'm so fucking scared right now. We just had a run in with the Yakuza in our hotel room. We live on the 6th floor and the people that live next to us had some people over. They were getting drunk and then I went back to my room to finish up some homework. Then I finished so I walked back and was giving my friend some of the homework papers back. I was walking with my shirt off, exposing my tattoos. For those of you not aware, in Japan basically only Yakuza have tattoos. As he opened the door he was holding a empty vodka bottle over his head aimed at me. At the same time a bunch of people came out of the elevator behind me. They were Yakuza. While I was doing homework, they had all spit off the balcony onto a car. A Yakuza car. So now I get pulled into the whole situation. Since none of us spoke Japanese that well and the dudes were pretty wasted we couldn't really figure out what they were saying. Lots of threats on our lives. Really really bad things. These people don't fuck around at all. They kept trying to bring us downstairs to beat the shit out of us.

So they thought I was somehow involved. And we can't figure out if he said I was ok, or I was not ok. And he asked for my name. It's the scariest thing I have ever been through. For me its a kick in the balls cause I wasn't even there. Just in the wrong place at the wrong time. Now I'm really scared to be living where I do. I hope nothing bad goes down for me.

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 17:44:31 GMT

Well this week was much better. I met a whole bunch of new Japanese friends. Yesterday I met Daisuke and Kohei. They are both into martial arts and I spent a good deal of time with them discussing dirty Japanese phrases that I had learned from Zach's friends. Here are some examples: Ganshya Shite II? (Can I cum on your face), Kuchi O Agete (Open your mouth (for my cum)), Nonde Kureru (Do you swallow?), and KuchiDa Shite II? (Can I cum in your mouth?).

I also met Yuichi, who is into metal a lot. Most Japanese people are into more mainstream US "punk" and "metal". While he listens to some of that, he is also into some good shit. We are going to Harajuku tomorrow, which is where a lot of punk and goth kids hang out. Sunday I am going CD shopping and then to a show with Aki.

Today I met Yuu and Nao. Yuu approached me with the school guitar and told me to play, since he had seen me messing around the other day. Nao is the deepest beat boxer I have ever met, he is amazing. We improved a bit with me on guitar and him beat boxing. Then we spent the next 2 hours exchanging music between the three of us. They had really good music and were really into what I had to offer. We will definitely be hanging out soon.

Tonight I wanted to go out and meet some Japanese girls, but instead I got suckered into going to a Karaoke bar (pronounced ker-la-o-keh) with about 30 American people. Not my idea of fun. I didn't come here to go around as a tourist all the time. So I left and went to this traditional Japanese drinking establishment. It was a lot of fun.

Well I'm off to a drunken slumber.

Goodnight.

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 14:33:30 GMT

Well it's the beginning of the typhoon season here and it's pouring like mad outside. I am looking forward to my 30 minute walks to and from school in the pouring rain. I have been doing a lot shopping lately picking up things like an mp3 player, headphones, and a cellphone. Out here most people don't call each other because it's too expensive. They mostly text each other. However unlike in the US, the text service is done through C-Mail (for people who have the same company phone as you) and E-Mail. So the best way to reach me whenever you need is at my phones email address which is mulletlibido@ezweb.ne.jp .

The department stores here are around 6 floors and carry a variety of items from food, washing machines, audio + video equipment, porn, guns, to bikes. Today I went to this store Don Kehooti (Don Quixote). On the porn floor I saw this hilarious claw game with breast pillows. Here is a great picture for you:

The floor was filled with Hentai of 13 year old girls being raped by a variety of tentacles, Hentai games for your PC, and a Love Cafe with hot ass waitresses dressed up in weird French Maid outfits.

I have been sick the past couple of days and my voice is totally gone.

I met this guy Fumi who was talking about punk. What's really big here is Green Day and that kind of stuff. Not really punk but, yeah... Anyways I was asking him where cool venues and areas were to go see shows. He didn't really know but he gave me an email address for this chick Aki who supposedly did. Anyways she is into better stuff (Black Flag, Minor Threat, etc) and she is also into the hardcore metal scene here. So I am supposed to meet her at school tomorrow and she is going to take me and Fumi out to a show. Shows out here average around $30-35, which is also the price of the cover for most clubs as well. Anyways that should be an awesome opportunity for me to meet a bunch of awesome people.

Tattoo Pics

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 11:47:13 GMT

Finally got it finished. Here are some pictures(keep in mind it's hard to take a picture of one's own shoulder):

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 13:09:49 GMT

Well Lex had her going away party tonight. Of course the party was followed up by a going away fuck fest. I started off with a little anal sex, but due to the chemical burn it induced we moved straight into vaginal penetration. Of course spreading the shit and bacteria inducing a fragrant yeast infection within minutes. We topped things off my taking off the condom, then applying a creampie. Several minutes later when the precious fetus began to grow we commenced with phase B of the party. We went to my garage and hammered a nail through a 2x4. Then we tied Lex down and began to abort her fetus. First we swung blows at her stomach, but after not being satisfied with the results we upgraded to a longer nail and had her bend over while I took carefully aimed blows at her vaginal barrel. After the candy-apple dropped out of her we carefully harvested the placenta and began phase delta of the fuck fest. After consulting many placenta recipes, we decided on the placenta omelet. Basically the placenta took place of the egg and we used diced fetus as a filler. To make things more festive we threw in a few chopped tomatoes and peppers. After our midnight snack I drove her home. Upon my return I have been cleaning my room for the past 5 hours or so. All in all it was a bland evening with no real enjoyment. I feel like next time we should go for the stuffed placenta haggis. Anyways, time for bed. Going to Newskool tomorrow to get my tat finished.

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 10:18:31 GMT

I drank two sodas at Andrew's house the other night. A Dr Pepper and a Cherry Coke. I don't know what came over me. Those are probably the only soda I will drink all year. After coming down from acid the other day I ate fish for the first time since high school. It was less disgusting than I thought. The biggest obstacle is the psychological one.

Went to a little gathering at Ben's where I got to hang out with Tim, whom I haven't seen in years. Going to Mr. S Leather's and Good Vibrations tomorrow with Lex. Got a bunch of CD's in Berkeley today. Tomorrow is my last Japanese class and my final. I hope I will do alright.

I got a whole bunch of last minute shit to do before I leave. I have Friday night open if anyone wants to hang out before I leave. Also this Sunday starting at 4 I am having a going away party for myself at my house. It's also a celebration for Evan's birthday. Anyone can come. Ask me for directions if you want to go.

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 00:24:19 GMT

Here we go:

Nathan: Are you calmed down now?

Adam: Allow me to answer that in the following way. (Reaches hand in back of pants and leaves it there). Do you want 5 bucks...?

Nathan: No...

Adam: ...from my ass?

Nathan: No.

Adam: Good. (Leaves)

I'm gonna miss the bastard.

In other news, Gabe crashed his WRX. Coming home on 84. Hit a telephone pole or something. Almost killed everyone in the car. Yeah.

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 11:42:42 GMT

So I drove to Monterey with Andrew and Lex. Me and Andrew dropped 2 micro dots each. We went to the Aquarium and I started to come up. Got a fat body high and just started to get visuals, but then it just stopped. I remained in that almost hallucinating phase for the whole time. None the less I did get the schnarley effect of laughing for hours. The aquarium was very awesome as well. Then we hung out around Cannery Row for a while.

It was the first trip I've had where I didn't come to some realization. It was just pure fun. Maybe that's a lie. It's quite possible that I didn't get anything but fun from 2-CI...I just don't really remember.

Got back later and I went to Sono Sushi in Mountain View. I am no longer a vegetarian. I had eel and salmon. I don't think it will prove to difficult to eat fish once in Japan. It's not as disgusting as I imagined.

I might go out to a rave Saturday night with Lex assuming I'm up to it. Depends on the amount of sleep I get. I'm glad Lex came with us to Monterey. It was a good opportunity to laugh a lot with her before I leave.

I got so much shit to take care of before I go. I better start this weekend.

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 21:46:40 GMT

Went up to Bound Books last night with Rob and Andrew. We met some crazy ass anarchists, mostly much older than ourselves. Then we hung out in a park and discussed Magic The Gathering!! Itsh shooo cooel! After that invigorating conversation we had Kamake guide us through SF until we finally met up with him. He was house sitting at his friends place. His girlfriend was there and we all started drinking. Basically we sat around laughing a lot and being crude. Smoked a small amount of opium. Then we walked out to get more beer and check out the area. There was lots of staircases that we had to walk up and down. Then we got some burning hot pizza which I did realize burned the roof of my mouth until today. Went back to the house and watched American Astronaut. Then I fell asleep on the hardwood floor covered in cat hair aided by a small pillow. I awoke many times during the night to mosquitoes biting me. So I pulled up my boxers. Tucked my shirt into them. Put my hoody on and slipped my fists into the sleeves. And of course I had my shoes and socks on. I still woke up itching like hell all over.

We spend a good hour looking at famous monkeys online. Then we left and got horrendously lost trying to find the Japanese Consulate for me. Finally we found it and I went to get my Visa cleared. I can go pick it up Wednesday. Then I got a Falafel sandwich. I walked around for 20 minutes trying to find a place to piss, but failed. We left. The end.

In other news I...

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 11:40:36 GMT

Mark did not call this morning. So I slept in and went to New Skool. Got the outline done. I will probably post pictures sometime tomorrow. Then I went over to Ryan's house to meet up with him and Mia. It was her birthday. We did assorted thing like shooting a bb gun, drinking, and watching Female Trouble. Definitely one of John Water's best.

I spent the rest of the night here watching TV and movies with Adam. Here was my favorite quote of the night from him:
Adam: I think I'm going to go brush my teeth. When I scratch them with my finger white stuff comes off.
Nathan: Yeah...that's plaque.
Adam: Is that good?

Ahh. He will learn one day.

Tomorrow I'm meeting up with Rob and Andrew and going to the Anarchist Bookstore potluck. Then we are heading over to meet up with Kamake in the city at the house he is house-sitting. I believe his mom will be there. She is quite a cool woman. The next day I am driving over to the Japanese consulate to get shit done for myself.

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 10:30:05 GMT

I have been blowing off my trip to the Japanese Consulate the past two days. Every morning when I should get up I just go back to sleep cause it's so damn early. I am going to do it for sure Monday. In fact it has been extremely hard for me to get up anytime before 2. I have so much shit to take care of before I leave for school.

I finished putting my axle in today. It did not fix the problem. Most likely I blew the tranny (the only type of man I can seduce). Unfortunately I won't be able to take care of it until next summer when I get back from school. So now I feel like an ass leaving my car undrivable at my parents. So Mark offered to let me keep it in front of his house.

I was supposed to hang out with Hung tonight, but since I don't have an ID anymore we couldn't think of something to do in San Jo. Instead I sat around watching awesome Anime. My personal favorite was Dead Leaves. Very very cool and funny.

Tomorrow I am waking up and Mark is going to come over to help diagnose what's wrong with my car. Then at 5 I will be at New Skool getting started on my tat. I will try to conceal it from my parents as best as I can before I leave for school. We will see what happens.

In other news Lex gets back Monday. Hopefully we will hang out cause that's always a blast. As well we are supposed to go out to a rave. Courtney gets back the week after next and I'm sure I will be hanging out with her. I would really like to call up Emily even though she blew me off the last two times. I don't want to leave under sour circumstances though. I need to call Julia and go hang out with her. Just trying to get in a bunch of people I haven't seen in a while as well as people I would like to see before I leave for school.

The other night I hung out in San Jo with AJ and his friend Phillip. Really cool guy. We rolled a shopping cart down a freeway underpass. Then we sat around for hours listening to each other's music and such. I am interested in working on a music project with them. We might attempt to do it over the internet, sending things back and forward.

Well it's about time I go jerk off. I seem to be doing this a lot lately. Probably the lack of sex. Or rather, the greater infrequency of sex.

This is probably the best of these stupid things I've come across

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 09:24:53 GMT

the Shock Jock
(65% dark, 47% spontaneous, 44% vulgar)

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Link: The 3 Variable Funny Test written by jason_bateman on Ok Cupid

Seems pretty right on really.

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 06:59:38 GMT

So I just got back from New York. It was an interesting trip. Kicked it off with drinking in the airport with my mom before we left. Stayed in the Garment District of Manhattan for the most part. Took the train to Philadelphia and went to my orientation for school. It's going to rock my world next year. Did you know one cantaloupe costs $50 dollars in Tokyo. That crazy. Guess I won't be eating a lot of fruit there.

I went out to the Upright Citizens Brigade venue and saw some stand up. It was pretty funny and was yet another opportunity for me to drink with my mom. Then I left there and she continued to get totally wasted and ended up back at the hotel being escorted by a hotel employee cause she was too drunk to make it up herself. When she went to get the card for the room out of her purse she spilled it everywhere and I cleaned it all up for her while she went and passed out on the bed. She also showed up with a plastic bag containing these really expensive ballet shoes. She has no idea how she got them. I guess she almost went home with this woman she met at the bar who was this French artist.

I had really bad insomnia the whole time I was there and didn't get much sleep at all.

Friday I hooked up with Ophelia and we went to the East Village to hang out for a while. Later we took the train to Brooklyn to meet up with Karl and a bunch of his friends. We went to this big party in a 3 story building. The top two stories were rock bands and the bottom floor had two rooms. One was 80's and the other was funk/soul/hip hop. There were not as many weird people in New York as I thought there was going to be. The party was selling brownies with the caption "yes they are" and cookies with the caption "no they aren't" They were also selling absinthe and selling anything to minors. I have no idea how it doesn't get shut down since I guess they do this every 3 weeks and you have to pay to get in. The roof of the building you could climb up to and there was a lot of people up there cooking food. There was a bunch of people doing this really big finger-painting. As well there was this awesome experimental band who had a guy on a synth laying these really awesome textures down. The other guy who was playing at the same time had one of those old fashioned two person saws. He was playing the back side of it with a bow and running it though reverb and echo. He was then bending the saw to change the pitch. It was really cool. Anyway I am glad I got a chance to hang out with Ophelia. She is a really cool girl.

I guess while I was gone my brother gabe let my 12 year old brother Adam back the car in and out of the drive way for fun. Adam stepped on the wrong peddle coming back in and smashed the car into the garage. $2500 damage to the car plus we had to replace the garage door. Gabe claims to be a good driver though I still maintain that he is not that great. He has only been driving for a year and has gotten into so many accidents and gotten tickets. He got a ticket for rolling though a stop sign at Moffet Field(Military complex), he also got a ticket for burning out in the mini-van. He spun out the Infiniti and twisted the chassis and messed up the suspension. He then later fell asleep at the wheel of the Infiniti and totaled it be crashing into a parked Suburban. Then we got an Acura and his friend burned out in gravel in front of him and chipped the shit out of the paint on the front bumper. Then he backed it out into the mini-van in the driveway and messed up the side. Now he let Adam do this to the car. He doesn't exactly have the best track record so far as far as I'm concerned.

Anyways I'm not sure what to do now. Porn...? I don't know.

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 10:19:24 GMT

Well I went down to New Skool today and Ron said he wanted more time to do a drawing for my tattoo. Usually he just draws right on the skin. However since he is really into this tattoo and he wants to do intricate work, he wants to draw it and do a stencil. So I'm going back on the 6th to get the outline done.

I spent the rest of the day at my house studying Japanese. I also went to Mitsuwa on the way home from San Jose and walked around in the Japanese supermarket. I was trying to get used to being the only white guy in a sea of Japanese people speaking Japanese. I also got the chance to check out a lot of the weird food I will be getting to know personally next year.

Adam came back from camp and we went to go see Howl's Moving Castle at the Aquarius. I saw Bryan there, and we all sat together. It was actually pretty good up until the last half hour or so when it got really sappy. A lot of the animation is pretty cool and the story was captivating enough. I'm glad Adam is back.

I've been listening to the new Gorillaz album a lot. It's really awesome.

Hopefully I will get some decent sleep tonight as I have been waking up in the mid day as of late due to the heat.

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 19:03:47 GMT

I had a rather interesting evening. Went to meet up with Courtney in Fremont. Drove to Oakland for a rave. Dropped some e. The music was really good. Lot's of dark breakbeats, dark speed garage, dark drum and bass. Definitely a good time. Got to make out with numerous people, including but not limited to a hot ass girl with some hardcore boots. Went to Denny's in Fremont after the rave. yummm. Went back up to Hayward for a "cuddle pile" I believe it was called. Turned out to be quite lame with a very big lack of people on e laying all over each other. Still I met some pretty cool people there that I will probably never see again in my whole life.

Came back this morning and now I about to go to bed. Getting tatted tomorrow. I'm really fucking excited.

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 10:12:27 GMT

Nothing too exciting to report here. Went bowling for free with my brother and his friends today. Then we got burritos.

Went to my classical guitar workshop at my teachers house in Santa Clara. I have so far to go.

I thought it might be intriguing to some of the few people that actually read this nonsense to hear exactly how my grandfather died. He was driving home from a wedding with my grandmother. He was complaining of lower back pain for a while. Finally it got so bad he had to pull over. He lifted up his shirt and there was blood and urine all over his legs. He opened the car door. Said "help me Jerry (my grandmother's name)" and then collapsed out of the car. He never regained consciousness. Pretty hardcore. He was a hardcore ex-greaser/biker. Damn good man.

In other news. I am a total loser. I spend my days playing classical guitar and studying Japanese. I need more time to make music. I just need more time. Too many people that I know. Too little time to keep contact with all of them.

I started anti-biotics today to try and get rid of the brooding sinus infection that I've had for 8 months at least.

I get started on my tattoo Sunday. I'm so excited. However it won't be an exciting prospect to try and hide it from my parents until I get back from school next year. We will see. If they do pull some shit and kick me out, Mark says I can stay at his house until I leave.

Well I'm going to a rave in Oakland tomorrow. So I will try and get some sleep.

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 15:41:32 GMT

Well this past week has been interesting to say the least. My grandfather died and I went to the wonderful land of West Virginia for his funeral. I had to rush up to Berkeley the day before to get some new jewelry for my lip since the spikes are "weapons" and I couldn't board the plane with them. I have never been to a funeral before and it was pretty hard for me cause I was close to him. I got a chance to see some relatives that I haven't seen in years. It turned out alright. My grandmother gave me all of my grandfather's musical equipment. I now have a plethora of acoustic guitars.

Every week that goes by I feel further distanced from kids that hang out downtown. I feel like they don't think I am cool, or maybe it's that they don't think I belong there. And maybe I don't. I can't figure out Alyssa specifically. I'm not sure if she just really dislikes me and tries to bullshit small talk if necessary. I mean I would understand that, cause I definitely do that to people myself.

I hung out with Lex Friday night and watched a badass movie The Unborn. It had everything: mutated sperm, blood dripping raw meat, rocking chair sex, back alley abortions with the aid of chloroform, a crazed mutated baby fetus thing that stabbed it's father through the face with knitting needle, a lesbian couple fight complete with a hammer, and so much more. We hung out for a while. It was a lot of fun. She has an awesome twisted sense of humor to match my own. And it doesn't hurt that she is incredibly sexy.

I met up again with Lex Saturday and we went to get some Indian food. I got really sick cause I hadn't eaten all day. Once I was feeling better we went to work a hardcore show in Redwood City. Lots of good bands and I picked up some good music. We left there and went to this party at Sarah Chezar's house. I haven't seen that chick in years. She is looking good. The party wasn't that great so we left for this other party. It was in Los Altos at this house Dana is house sitting at. It wasn't that great of a party either, but at least people were cognoscente enough to maintain conversation. I took Lex home around 4 and she seemed pretty pissed. I understand as I don't think I paid enough attention to her. Plus I'm not sure she got along that great with some of the other people there. For the record though, she looked so fucking hot last night. Anyways I came back to the party and just hung around for a while till everyone left. I came home and now it's time for Japanese homework. Then sleep.

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 11:30:09 GMT

I went to Berkeley and picked up some boring new jewelry so they will let me on the plane. As you would have it, they consider spikes weapons. Geniuses.

Went to a party in Los Altos. Left and went to 24 hour Walgreens bitches!1! Did some hardcore making out and was twice interrupted. Once by the guy taking out the cardboard from Walgreens. Once by the cop called by the cardboard guy. It's alright only my cock was out. Ran away from him. Went back to party.

Left party. Got pulled over by cop who thought I was someone who robbed a store and smashed it's windows. Came home. Thought I was going to jerk off to prevent the already seeping in blue balls. Instead I got sucked into looking around Myspace and people I'm not interested in at all. Now I get to get on a plane sexually unsatisfied. Sleep is my best friend.

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 07:09:31 GMT

Yeah my grandfather died tonight. The last conversation I had with him was him questioning my appearance and calling me a hippy. I wish I could have something more positive than that. I should have called him more often. I never got to play music with him.

saw batman begins with some people blah blah...

I'm leaving for the funeral in Ohio on Tuesday.

Don't let me think about guitar...

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 18:41:45 GMT

Yeah so I've had a pretty exciting past 24 hours. I woke up around 4. Went to pick up Lex at the Guild and drove to Lee's house for a show. Three bands played: Hot Wax (not really that great), Post Coitus (Pretty fucking bad ass), and Altered Beast (Really bad ass). I got to see a bunch of people I hadn't in a while, such as Bryan, Ayla, and Julia. Well we rocked out hardcore and I picked up a heinously orange and too short Altered Beast shirt. Lex got a shirt as well and a Post Coitus cd. We hung out after wards and talked about lots of random things like R Kelly's r&b opera. We also watched part 4. So awesome. Watching some chick sing I'm going to climax, but hear it in R Kelly's voice is just so hot.

We left and went downtown. It was dead. So we went back to my place and just listened to music for a while.
I took Lex home around 2:30 and came back to my house defeated with nothing to do. For some reason I decided to sit down in front of the TV. I ended up watching Matrix Revolutions and 1 episode of Curb Your Enthusiasm and 6 episodes of Queer as Folk. I guess that was this weird TV binge for me.

My libido has not been there really these past few days. It's been pretty weird considering I've been surrounded by really hot girls. Or even had them in my own bedroom. Possibly has something to do with the frequency of my drinking this week. It's been a few days now though. However after watching almost 6 hours of hot gay men, I think it's safe to say that I'm back to normal. Now I just have a list of girls I need to call.

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 11:56:41 GMT

Woke up and went to the Subaru Dealership with Gabe. We asked how much it would be to get a service manual for the car. As it turns out there are about 8 different volumes and they are not consolidated. To get them all would be close to $1000. So the guy hooked us up by just giving us a cd that had them all in pdf format.

Came back and Lex came over. We just listened to a bunch of music and she did my eye make-up with this new liquid eye liner she gave me. We left with my brother and went to get some food at Burrito Real. Then we drove to the city to go see the Lower Class Brats play at the Pound. All the other bands were such shitty Oi. Lower Class Brats was alright. I just wanted to say that I've seen them. Emily Wentz was at the show and I talked to her for a bit. She has this new tattoo of Betty Page and it looked pretty awesome.

We left and went to a party at Jay's house. There was a slew of German-exchange Nannies there. Just hung around for a while and then took Lex and Gabe back. Then I came back to the party but most everyone had left. Me and Andrew went to Denny's...vomit. I need to stop hanging out with him late nights. He just influences me to go there.

I heard my neighbor got beaten by her dad today for getting her lip pierced. I wish I had been home to hear it, cause I would have called the police in an instant. He is such a motherfucker. I swear that guy needs to be taught a lesson. I've heard too many stories of him hitting his kids.

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 10:46:59 GMT

Went to Jame's house again. This time there were a lot of cooler people there. Lexi was there. God damn that girl is so hot. I'd like to hang out with here but I haven't really talked to her in a serious manner since junior high. I got a little drunk and just hung out.

I need to do a lot of studying for Japanese this week. Gonna go out to a show at the Pound this friday with my brother and some people.

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 08:38:03 GMT

Hung out with Mia tonight. We drank a little and messed around with my new guitar and effects pedal. Then we went out for a drive. Then I sleazebagged it up a little. I feel like if I was a normal person that I would have felt awkward in this situation. However I just found nothing but humor in her facial expressions and the situation I had placed myself in. haha. sorry Mia, that was too much fun. Tatyana is coming over and I suppose we are going to go out someplace where she can get disgusting coffee. YEA MY LIFE IS AWESOME. ALCOHOL MAKES ME A BETTER PERSON.

Tue, 05 Jul 2005 04:00:54 GMT

I told myself no. But I'm drunk. God damn it.

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 10:39:08 GMT

I woke up around 4 I believe. Studied Japanese for a good 2 hours.

Lex came over around 8. We went dowtown briefly. No one was there. Quite eventful. She got my some liquid eyeliner! It's awesome.

Came back to my place and watched Happiness. That movie is so funny. She left around 1:30.

Right now I look like I put on red tribal warpaint all over my chest and back. haha.

I watched TV with Adam. I never watch TV. It was an odd experience. But I felt as if I owed it to him to spend time with him in his element being that he is leaving in two days. I don't even know if I will see him much before I leave for Japan.

I need to go to San Jo and get some new jewelry for my lip. I also need to stop spending money.